Wow! One week of my fat being cut back and I am
officially "loco". I can't even think good enough to know if that's
how you spell loco. I will never complain again about having to stuff my face
because it is way better than lean out time. Usually I don't feel like this
until closer to show time.... that’s when the calories are cut back which means
the fat is cut. I am retaining fluid, but have no idea why. My trainer assures
me it is probably from lack of water consumption, my lack of sleep, and stress.
Apparently, I need to make some changes because I'm not coping well because I'm
not thinking well. Guess I will increase my water intake, take more naps, and
send the kids away until after the competition. LOL This is the hard part of
preparing for a show. Everyday things that are typically no bigger deal than
the last become enormous obstacles. I can see how being single and living alone
would make it easier to prepare for a competition. But I play with the cards
that are dealt and I deal with the choices I make and I choose to compete. I
won't lose any money, but I may lose a few friends along the way. LOL. I will admit however, sometimes I want to get
away from myself, but no matter where I go, there I am. I can be pretty contrary during this time.
Once my body adjusts I should be fine.
I am four
days past due on a cheat meal...TONIGHT I am cashing in!
*no matter what I look like this week, I will post 6 week out photos....ACCOUNTABILITY*
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