8 Weeks out photos

Had a good week all in all. Friday night I had Mexican food. I ordered a big plate and was only able to eat about half. Even though I did enjoy the cheat, it was not quite as satisfying as I had hoped. Maybe the food was not great, or maybe my taste buds are less impressed. I was hoping for more of a euphoric experience. Perhaps at this point in my life I control food and not the other way around. That would make it harder to get all excited about a meal. Later that night I did have a Smirnoff Ice. I drank it in a martini glass, so I felt as if I had 3 drinks instead of one. Silly I know. I also had some Easter candy from the boy’s baskets. I think I enjoyed the chocolate most of all. That probably has more to do with the fact it's that time of the month.
  Yesterday was a break down. Not because of my diet, I don't think. I am so busy and always feel as if nothing got done and more was added to my list for the day. My boys are not minding and I am on the brink of insanity. On MWF I go to the gym, train a couple of clients, then go see a consumer at my other job. I then have to be back at the school at 1pm to pick them up. On Tuesday and Thursdays, my youngest has refused to go into the nursery at the gym, so I have to train clients on Tuesday with him in the hallway outside the weight room. Then during my workout, I have to listen to Mommy, Mommy the whole time.  This is just one more thing to add stress to an already stressed out woman. My workout is my time and now I have to share it for two days. UGGGH! I will get thru this for sure. I guess in the scheme of things it’s not that big of a deal. It just feels like it at that moment.
  Today is another day and I have had a better attitude. Going to church is always uplifting for me and it brings me back to where my focus should be.
  I did post pictures. I posted again the ones at 12 weeks out too. I think you can see a remarkable difference in my upper body and I am starting to see some changes in my legs. My shoulders are way uneven in the pictures, which means I have a tight lat. I need to get back to my ballet and stretching. I always have problems with tight lats and that will result in pain in the shoulders if I let it persist. Starting at 6 -7 weeks out, I will take photos in my heels. This will give me a better idea of where I am. Every woman looks better standing in heels.....especially 5 inch heels. LOL Wish I could where heels like that by the pool.

The first 3 photos are from this week at 8 weeks out.

The next 2 photos are 4 weeks ago at 12 weeks out.